A saga of 51.5 years (in a nutshell)
Being that I weighed 3 lbs. 6 ounces as a premie at birth, it’s hard to believe that weight could ever be an issue. But alas.....
I have struggled with my “outward” self esteem nearly my entire life. Now, that I’m nearly 52 years old, I am, (if I could put it in more direct terms I would,) just totally, utterly, tired of fighting a weight battle at all!!!! I like myself at this age a lot more than I ever have; but my outward self doesn’t tell the world who my inside self is!
I have done the roller coaster just like everyone else....up, down, up, down----so many times I can’t count. Motherhood, daughterhood, wifehood, stresshood, work-hood, church-hood, all these “hoods” bring colorful emotions at different times of life----and I am definitley a stress eater, a total chocoholic (not kidding) which is better than the fermented kind of “holic” that runs in the genetics; but still.....
My motivation is to be a better example to my 2 beautiful daughters who are trying to be their best and do this “event;” they motivate me, they inspire me, and I truly want my grandchildren to know I value my life enough to be healthy for them. I also want my husband and I to be on the same page of this health thing, and I’m so glad he is going to play in this competition! I pray, that when October rolls around, the month I hit my 52 b.day.....I will be showing a new and improved outside version of who I really am! Because I am strong, and I can.
Goal:
Lose weight
Gain Energy
Be proud of my efforts
Strut My Stuff!
30 years in August together!!! Now that's something!
Cute picture! You are amazing my little friend! ~ Jen
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